randOm update -- gOt alOt runnin thrOugh my mind --
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happy early & belated birthday goes out t0o ..
21 » sean-ster monster
22 » allen pham " biri #4"
24 » dikki
28 » loisa " my left 1/2"
29 » miChelle's bday
new layout ! i didnt put much time in this one, real fast, my photoshop skills arent what they used to be anymore. oh well maybe next time right? didja like the blue one before? or this one now?! i had a different layout before this one cuz i changed it 6 times while people were makin comments. the first i had which was my favorite, yOu couldnt see the friends list. =T
yesterday [( saturday )] loisa picked me up from my house & dropped me off @ work [ thanks ma! ]. i had work from 11-4, fun stuff me & vina [ youre JEALOUS arent you! LOL ] just talked the whole time during work messing around every now & then. went to ms fields to get some cookies cuz mayn i was MAD cravin. i got off at 43o & my beb picked me up from work [ aWw loysuh i know how you feel now when andrew picks you up from work =) ]. went in search for lookin for his shoes at foot locker & finish line. visited kate @ work @ zutopia [ aHh i thought youre manager was serious! LOL ] went to lincolnwood to look for his shoes there [ no luck! sorry beb ], got 2 shirts & my "j" wrist band [ they didnt have an "s" for sarah, so i settled for "j" for jane ], saw jennelyn [ mayn i missed that girl ] @ work , was gonna buy a 555 soul hOodie @ NBG. cot damn! they doubled the price for the hOodie! its not even as much on the website! we headed up to loysuh's for practice, damn everyone & their momma was there! LOL. practiced, ate, messed around, caught up some good times with everyone i hadnt seen in awhile. at 745 me & jusface left headed to evanston. we went to the f0otlocker there [ it was closed ], urban outfitters [ hadnt found anythin we liked except for the $32 pillows! ], art store [ best store ever! we had so much fun there! we made it say " j ² " it in the window with the cool jelly stuff *eRr didnt have my digi to take a picture of it* ], met up with dikki & dennis @ buff joes. damn everyone was there too, saw some faces that i hadnt seen in awhile that was good seein. as for those shady ass people, thas some BS right there & you know it tOo ! we ordered our food & messed around with eachother, fun stuff. headed up to joy yee's cuz the guys were cravin for some bubble tea/buble shakes. i got there & they were about to close, luckily the guys let us order! dikki got his taro w/ tapioca, my strawberry w/o tapioca, & justins taro tapioca & lychee. i saw ate abie & allen there, hadnt seen them in awhile. drove back to justins car & headed to my crib. did the same as the last time they were here, messed around, talked bout g0od stuff, fun time. it was gOod spendin the day with the husband ( & 2 kimchis ).
the cotillion's comin up [ TWELEVE DAYS TO BE EXACT !] , the 2nd marking period is ending & soccer conditioning is gonna get harder, sOo stressful. everythin will be fine, to the roses & candles you know the deal, YOU made the commitment so DONT be irresponsible. everyone get their dresses & outfits ready for the fances . ppl in the hip hop dance [ if youre in it ], they decided on havin the partners match with eachother [ geneveve told me ] , not to the exact but similiar [ beb what are we gonna wear?! ]. turn in your RSVP cards in also the deadline already passed! WOW can you believe my 3 month anniversary with jusface is comin up soOn [ DECEMBER 6 ] ?! isnt that crazy?! wOw time flies .. " .. never thought i would be right for you.. i just cant compare you with anythin else in this world. . "
feels a lil wierd writtin this much for my xanger, cuz its been AWHILE since i wrOte this much in a long time! lol i know yOu're lovin it! props to the ppl who actually read it lol. tO the people that have been there for me, i appreciate every moment you guys give me. just know that i love you guys.
" .. i looked in her eyes .. now shes all i see .. " thanks beb. i LOVE it! sOo sweet. nice choice of songs, i wouldnt have chose any better ones. .. i'm always thinking about you .. "
havent written a long deep thought blOg .. sOo here it gOes. .
dOnt ask. i wOnt say. yOu know whO it gOes out tO.
+ sOmetimes i feel yOu dOnt understand me.
+ i hate hOw things are. im still here nO matter what. i always will be. i sOmetimes wOnder if yOu still wear it.
+ yOu realized yOur decisiOn is NOW yOur mistake. tOo bad yOu hadnt realized earlier. maybe its better this way as FRIENDS
+ i never wOulda thOught yOud see me that way, still pretty shOcked.
+ you make me happy.
+ dOnt worry the nbp days are over for me, remember that. nO mOre games for this one. its still all on you.
+ we're freakin fallin apart. when its nOt the 3 of us, it aint cOmplete nO mOre.
+ i hate how yOu lie to me. yOu think i wOnt find out.
+ ya'll are on that shady BS. it aint right & yOu know it tOo .
+ DONT BULLSHIT AROUND
++ i love my cheater face fat arms jackie yang!
aWw *TEARDROP* lOok what my 'teh MARiANNE made me =]. i do BELIEVE that I AM the ONLY BRiCKTHRoWIN FeMALE to have this. if someone else has it. dont burst my bubble LOL
i gOt another one from miSs 'chelle. thanks ma. never thought you'd come to make one for me tOo. im glad we got through this all. it wasn't worth it, all that matters is we're both happy W/O him. take care ma.
with each passing day i live my life to the fullest, things happen for a reason & everyone be thankful for what you have, you never know when it can change within a split second. peace ya'll take it easy .. GOD BLESS